Potek.. Ayoko na.

Andaming kelangan gawin. I can't seem to enjoy my life. I'm always worried about something.

By far, this is the most intellectually grueling experience that I have been through. Please don't tell me that this is only the beginning of my academic frustration. I know that already.

I'm stressed, angry, anxious, and I'm about to go insane. I don't want to hear of any intellectually tiring events that might occur in the distant future.

Shet, alam niyo, lumalabas na ang suicidal tendencies ko!! [In case you're wondering, I'm NOT kidding]

Just three or four days ago, I was at my classmate's dormitory. Nasa fourth floor yata kami nun, nag-eedit ng Video Presentation. I looked at the window, and said, "Ang sarap tumalon dito." Seryoso to... I really wanted to jump. I wanted to know what it feels like... for life to end. To make all the problems go away.



































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"Sandy, ang OA mo!!" Iniisip mo yan noh?

Oo na. OA na ko. Ma-drama na ako.

Pero curious lang talaga.

I want to know how it feels like to die.

Hmm...

Maybe it's just a phase...

After all, everyone thinks of suicide at some point in their lives. [Read that somewhere... can't remember though]

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My college life so far? Not exactly what I had in mind.

I'm struggling with my studies. Professors are weird and cranky. Some don't even come to class.

Hell.

I miss High School. I really really miss it.





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Alam niyo, isa lang siguro ang solusyon sa lahat ng problema ko.






































































































Sem break!!! Malapit na!! Dalawang buwan na lang!!! Ayan naahhh!!!!